Hello leaves community :) i am new here and I am starting my healing journey today.

2021.12.07 06:06 Shot-Mushroom3927 Hello leaves community :) i am new here and I am starting my healing journey today.

I moved to Amsterdam about a year ago. I always knew I enjoyed weed, I smoked from time to time when I was a teenager. When I moved into a place where it was legalized and normalized I guess I fell into a rabbit whole. I’ve been smoking every day since. Surely it started out okay, a way to relax, get creative and just a FUN thing to do right ? Today I’m struggling with health problems: very quickly out of breath and have had chronic post nasal drip. My mental health has also been struggling most of all. I’ve been having so much anxiety (I know anxiety kind of a part of being human) but I’ve never struggled this badly before. I have trouble regulating my emotions and even identifying them, i always think “im high anyways so it’s not my real emotions it’s fine” but im high all the time… I’ve been isolating myself from people, because recently I realized how socially anxious I am when im high, and since I smoke everyday I usually spend those moments alone. I have many reasons for trying to stop smoking that have to do with my mental state, ever since I released control over myself. I feel like marijuana took control over me, and now my mind perceives me as weak, plays tricks on me all the time. And I guess I have been perceiving myself as weak aswell. I’ve lost an immense amount of love for myself, my self-esteem has really taken a fall. I keep putting myself into a place where I know I shouldn’t be smoking because I have responsibilities but I do it anyways. And then I sit there hating myself, drenched in guilt and self-loathing… but hey at least I’m high right. Recently I’ve been trying to reduce my use but it hasn’t worked, I think the only way to stop is to completely cut out smoking. So I guess that’s why I’m here. I don’t even want to leave my house today because I’m scared if I see any opportunity to buy weed, I have no control. I will be high without even thinking twice. I just want to respect myself again, and the only way to do that is claim back my power.
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2021.12.07 06:06 Beckem87 Padel in Galway

Hey guys, I am a Spanish guy that love playing Padel Tennis. However, I don't think there are any courts here in Galway (at least I haven't seen any in my 5 years living here).
I come to you as my last resort. Do you know anywhere in Galway where I could play padel?
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2021.12.07 06:06 finanzmarktwelt Aktienmärkte: Omikron-Rally – haben die Bullen gewonnen? Videoausblick

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2021.12.07 06:06 dragontyre123 Guess that Asian

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2021.12.07 06:06 ellalizard Humidifier

Hi all, I'm looking for some advice please. A few weeks ago I brought a warm mist humidifier to try and make the dry winter months a bit better for my partner who is asthmatic. I clean it throughly with white vinegar once a week to keep it clean, however the cleaning instructions mention using bleach also, I'm nervous to disinfect with bleach though as my partner is sensitive to chemicals and I'm worried if I can't strip the bleach properly it will come out in the mist and irritate their asthma further. Does anyone here use a humidifier? And what have you found to be the best way to clean it? Am I worrying too much? Any advice appreciated. Thank you.
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2021.12.07 06:06 Studio10eleven Jacksonville Man Indicted For Possessing Child Sexual Abuse Images And Videos - Department of Justice

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2021.12.07 06:06 Resident_Prior_9749 75,291,808 #TRX (6,836,013 USD) transferred from #Binance to unknown wallet https://t.co/XmxgGl5Di4

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2021.12.07 06:06 Cream_panzer Why I can't build the chicken coop

Atom shop shows I have owned it. and I can't find the plan in Samuel's inventory.
But I just can't place it. there are 2 options, one is shown as forbidden, the other one is shown as locked.

Thanks for the help. Also just returning, it's really confusing for me to pick up everything.
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2021.12.07 06:06 the__meh What is the most insane accident in your family?

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2021.12.07 06:06 Studio10eleven Aurangabad: India teen arrested for beheading pregnant sister - BBC News

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2021.12.07 06:06 PaitenPRW Have to put down a dangerous pet

Ok so its hard for me to talk about but i have to put down a dangerous pet we have no choice since shes a threat. so her and my aunts dog are being put down because they go into a fight right next to my baby couson who's 1 and hurt my aunts hand it took 3 grown adults to get them apart this is not the first time this happened about 2 months ago the same thing happened they got me that time ( i'm 15 ) shes also bit my couson face and tryed to bit my other cousons. i know she dose not mean harm but all times were unprevoced. my pup is getting put down in a week this will be my first experiance with death and i don't know how to deal with it. im 15 have autisam, anxiaty and posabliy depreation and i just dont know how to deal with her loss.
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2021.12.07 06:06 Salt_Description_244 🎁Join giveaway NFT from collection of Crypto Elephants Club! 👇See comments!

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2021.12.07 06:06 picardo85 Fakta i frågan: Vad är det som händer med elpriset?

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2021.12.07 06:06 One-One5943 Just when ya’ll thought halloween was over.

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2021.12.07 06:06 Fia22 What question are you tired of seeing in this subreddit?

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2021.12.07 06:06 Sensitive_Suspect_69 Your own NCIS cast member and liaison officer?

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2021.12.07 06:06 nswatchdev Digital Progress Square - Wear OS Watch Face

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2021.12.07 06:06 25xzk I made a mistake making a public post about my abusive ex/ ex relationship.

We broke up, and the abusive part of the relationship, as well as the manipulation continued after we split up. Her friends harassed me, and it was impossible to try and move on and separate myself from her because she kept following me into the different communities I was in, and not only that, but messaging people in those communities about me and making up different things to try and get me out of them.
I made a post to try and call them out. It was probably too far, but the constant abuse and harassment from her pushed me over the ledge. After posting, it made the whole situation worse because the harassment got worse.
Being told to kill myself, the constant toxicity and hot and cold, and even straight up ghosting... I'm in a much better place now a few weeks after the breakup. I really wish I saw it sooner, and I really wish other people truly saw my abuser for the person they are.
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2021.12.07 06:06 Ill_Abbreviations902 The disciples of Sant Rampal Ji Maharaj follow a modest way of living and do not sing or dance. Through the Satsang of Sant Rampal Ji Maharaj, His followers have completely banned watching movies and vulgar shows, understanding that the human life has been granted for the sole purpose of attaining

The disciples of Sant Rampal Ji Maharaj follow a modest way of living and do not sing or dance. Through the Satsang of Sant Rampal Ji Maharaj, His followers have completely banned watching movies and vulgar shows, understanding that the human life has been granted for the sole purpose of attaining submitted by Ill_Abbreviations902 to SaintRampalJi [link] [comments]


2021.12.07 06:06 nyanijangwani Curious Question To Kenyans Who've Lived Homogeneous Countries.

We usually hear stories from people in the US or UK which I believe have a variety of races, but I know there are folks in Latin America, South East Asia, Eastern Europe and Scandinavian countries. How is life there? Food, dating, social life, climate? Did any of you get married or decide to settle there with a local? Would you recommend your fellow countrymen to visit for work or education?
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2021.12.07 06:06 Guilty_Fee3161 Best Feat for Shilleleigh Mounted Beastmaster

I'm trying to build a Beastmaster ranger 5/Nature cleric 1 for a one shot. I want to play as a custom origin rock gnome so my starting stats would be 10 St12 Dex/16 Con/8 Int/17 Wis/10 Cha. Duelist fighting style. I would ride my primal companion as a mount and cast Shilleleigh (from Nature Cleric) along with Hunter's Mark or Summon Beast for my concentration. I'd also have entangle and goodberry from ranger, cure wounds, detect magic, guiding bolt, command, sacred flame, guidance, shape water, and my subclass spells (animal friendship, speak with animals, beast sense). Id be wearing heavy armor making speed 15 but hopefully that's not a problem since I'd be mounted. My question is what is the best feat to take at level 4? War Caster, Fey Touched, Chef, and Mounted Combatant all seem like good options. Any suggestions?
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2021.12.07 06:06 KingKango I’ve been struggling a lot mentally for the past few years

So I’ve always been a pretty happy person, and for the most part I still am. However every month or 2 I will have a mental breakdown and have a couple days where I am just so depressed. I start thinking I’m not doing good enough and I’m not going to end up where I want. Part of me thinks it may be untreated ADHD because a lot of my “symptoms” match that. But it seems like anxiety and depression also matches what I’m going through. I’m finally to the point where I want help. So who is the best person to go to for stuff like this? Also I have severe social anxiety as well, so the less people I have to talk to to get help the better lol
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